We shed skins like snakes
And dig like squirrels to find
Any hidden identity…
We rummage as if we lost
What might have mattered most
Although it was deep inside
All along
- Mary O. Fumento, 2011
Archive for the ‘Reflections’ Category
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Sunday, April 24th, 2011For Nothing
Friday, December 31st, 2010 I often wonder
If anyone realizes
All I try to be
All of the effort I exert
All of the tears I weep
Is anything altering
Or am I for nothing
Perhaps no changes
Occur anyway
Does anyone even
Notice me here
Or am I
Solely affected?
- Mary O. Fumento, 1988
The oceans continuously travel, compelled by an unseen but very present force. The water moves with a distinct, undeniable rhythm, an invisible power commanding control. Does not human life have a similar pull, a steering essence that guides us by instinct alone?
Song for Sanoma
Saturday, December 4th, 2010 When we heard you were coming
We looked forward to the days
That we would have to adore you
And share you in tender ways
The joy of your sweet perfection
Would brighten our lives and dreams
We had so many big plans for you
Without you how lonely today seems
In our hearts we hold you forever
And surround you with our love
Welcome to our friends and our family
As you greet us from afar and above
Although we hoped to have you near
Distance will not diminish how much we care
Family is the many people who love you
And love lasts whether here or there
This is not the end of our love for Sanoma
It is only the beginning, and it is forever
- Mary O. Fumento, 2003
Aberration
Saturday, December 4th, 2010The blackest mark
The deepest soil
Staining the pure
And making unwhole
Not so much trouble
As pain you caused
Unflinching
A speck
A mar
On an otherwise
Perfect record
- Mary O. Fumento, 2007
Flight
Saturday, December 4th, 2010There are birds outside my window,
And I hear their music every day.
Songs increase, volume and response,
Melody strikes every moment; they notice not.
They sing because it comes from inside;
No conscious choice or decision. Rather,
An intent to join and communicate,
And in so many ways mirroring flight.
Seamless, effortless, uninhibited.
Notes uplifted to the very sky.
And with their vocal optimism,
They gather together and meet as they fly.
- Mary O. Fumento, 2009
Uplifted
Tuesday, October 19th, 2010
Against a beautiful blue background
Your leaves, ever lush, begin to shimmer
And you dance, as if your soul were alive
Sweeping, swooping, moving as if you had hips
Green shimmering, dancing with the wind
Are you one, bound to the very air?
Huffs, puffs and you shake with elegance
I watch, wonder, and witness your beauty
Blown, but gently swayed, nodding
As if you only choose to agree
A waltz with an invisible partner
Who caresses your shoulders in sync
It suits you, to move so effortlessly
Your heart leaps for your lover
And together you embrace and rejoice
- Mary O. Fumento, 2010
The Edge of Threshold
Monday, October 4th, 2010You will know the place
Invite yourself over
Discover it within
The walls that are solace
Where we are safe to cry
And feel and act and say
Finally be yourself
You are home – at last!
- Mary O. Fumento, 2010
Flight
Tuesday, December 8th, 2009There are birds outside my window,
And I hear their music every day.
Songs increase, volume and response,
Melody strikes every moment; they notice not.They sing because it comes from inside;
No conscious choice or decision. Rather,
An intent to join and communicate,
And in so many ways mirroring flight.
Seamless, effortless, uninhibited.
Notes uplifted to the very sky.
And with their vocal optimism,
They gather together and meet as they fly.
- Mary O. Fumento, 2009
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The Longing
Saturday, November 14th, 2009Shadows of gray return
Enveloping an empty space
Where no one was before
What wild creature could know
The comfort of a master gone
Believing he will return?
The free only know the amble
A sudden rush to go nowhere
When time, boundaries are extended
- Mary O. Fumento, 2001
The Void
Saturday, November 14th, 2009I want what I cannot have
I obtain it only to not desire it
Just as I seem content
I observe how miserable I should be
When the world seems unbearable
I notice how fortunate I am…
For that which I already have
I want to rid myself of
Is everyone this confused
Or am I truly alone?
- Mary O. Fumento, 1988